Punching the clock [work in progress]
What is it about 3 a.m.? My internal clock seems to know when the hour has arrived, regardless of the time I climbed into bed or when I need to start my day the next morning. And suddenly I’m awake, thinking of everything from practical worries to—of all things—whether I’m happy with the latest revision of this poem. I’d like to say this piece is finished, but I know better than to be so definite. So let’s just say I hope this is its final form. You can listen to me read this piece here.
3 a.m.
sleep eludes me
flutters my eyelids
teases me into bed
then sits heavily
knocking Annie Dillard from my loose grasp
but behind eyelash curtains
sleep melts out into goose down
revealing cold words
that circle through my mind
words I should not have said
the ones I left unspoken
words you refused to set free
the ones that poured from you
spinning like an unbroken record
refusing to pause or leave a breath
for sleep to slip through
I begin to count words
like sheep jumping tightly strung barbwire
and discover just how many
conversations, sleepless nights
they represent
until minutes grow into hours
and I wake
to concrete-colored dawn
—Julie Laing
I think it’s done, but you of course, are the only one to know.
Great as it stands, from my point of view. I love the images–the sleep knocking the book out of the hand, the eyelash curtains, the sleep melting into the goose down, and the concrete dawn. So hard to let go sometimes, especially when words fill your head, and if there have been difficult ones between you and someone important to you, all that much harder to settle. All so well written and communicated in the poem.
You can find my rally entry at:
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Thanks, Elaine and Mariam. This piece has been through a couple of rewrites and several public readings, so I also think it may done. But somehow it’s always hard to be sure when a piece is complete.
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Enjoyed the Annie Dillard detail!
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Hi there,
I’m passing on the Versatile Blogger award to you
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I love this poem, especially as this was my night last night. You made everything resonate with me through your imagery.
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So sorry to hear you went through this last night–hopefully things looked better the other side of 3 a.m. Thanks for reading!
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Magic in your words….wonderful poem .Sometimes a poet can say his worrying beautifully in a poem..you did!
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I’m happy it touched you; your feedback certainly touched me. Thanks for reading!
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Ah yes, the 3 am mid fit. Much like a child, it needs attention to at times. Great piece, makes me dread this time all of the sudden!
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I agree–it can be persistent! Thanks for reading!
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This is absolutely beautiful. There is something very drawing about 3 am I must say. I often find myself writing at this ungodly hour.
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Thanks for reading! I look forward to some of your work that comes out of the 3 a.m. slot. 🙂
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Wow, you write amazingly specially since you do it in the wee hours of the morning. Wonderful imagery. 🙂
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poignant and deep. great imagery and beautiful lines.loved it
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“revealing cold words
that circle through my mind
words I should not have said
the ones I left unspoken
words you refused to set free
the ones that poured from you
spinning like an unbroken record…”
Been there, done that! Absolutely wonderful, poem chockablock with feeling and spirit!
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nice poem !!
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Wow too early but look what a beautiful flow of words it can make! 🙂
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all I can really do here is exhale… whew
thanks for this piece
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Very nice!
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but behind eyelash curtains
sleep melts out into goose down
revealing cold words
that circle through my mind..
welcome back, ,love the imagery your words describe, linked this to blogger account via linkz for you, you may want to check it out….thanks for the lovely contribution.
🙂
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Thanks, Jingle. I’m glad you enjoyed the piece. Is the blogspot page the place I should be submitting my link to and reading from for future rallies?
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